Hiya
It's been AGES since I last wrote here.
In the main, I've been good. Things have been good. I have grandchildren and they are - amazing. Life moves along at such a pace.
I've been made redundant and was very very lucky to find work within a few weeks of finishing - so that is good, too.
I'm writing to you today because I am very aware that my mental health is once again - slipping. Over the last few weeks I have noticed the signs inside my head. My beautiful wife has had MH issues for years and I try as hard as I can to support her struggle. But I kind of feel like I need help, too, at the moment. It doesn't feel right for me to reach out to her to ask for that because she has her own struggles and adding me to the mental health party can't be a good thing for her.
So I carry on. I am going to try really hard to focus on the positive and in a nod to the superb GP who helped me a few years ago, I'm going to try and do things that make me happy.
I think we need to book a family holiday. With this global pandemic shenanigans that we have lived through (and continue to, to a certain degree), we've not been abroad since 2019. I YEARN for us to return to Fuerteventura, so I shall speak to the family to see if we can get that booked ASAP.
I really do need to focus on the positive because there is a lot of it.
See, this is why writing words is important for me - it really does help to clarify things.
I think I'm going to stop writing for now and see how I fare. Rest assured I'll be back if things get worse.
I'm sorry for only using this when my head isn't "right".
Bye!